fading out.

this is my first entry since changing my blog url so that no one, not even julio, can find my blog. he swears i'm lying about getting some stupid package from him, and i was tempted to respond back, but it doesn't matter anyway. i didn't get it, therefore it's impossible to send back. no, instead, he'll just believe that i kept it.

obviously someone will find this blog... just nobody that actually knows me. so right now i'm just going to put out there what's in my heart to say.

i'm tired. and depressed. and i feel like giving up on life. i don't have faith in anybody. i don't feel like doing anything. i just feel alone, and lonely. i can't even bring myself to talk to anybody. what's the point? the end result will be the same anyway. just give up, dominic. let it all go...