documentation.

hungry but i'm too afraid to eat
tired but my nerves got me shakin' like a leaf
my brain won't quiet down all these ideas of lyrics keepin' comin outta me.

different songs but there's similarities.

then i came to a realization that got nothing to do with it, but ties to my fatigue.

and i remembered some advice.

just because i avoid you doesn't mean i can't take anything good from you.

i flashbacked to an apartment in washington heights and i just couldn't sleep. i was working overnight and the sunlight kept breakin' thru the venetian blinds. too broke, or i "wouldn't afford" to buy premium blackout curtains, you said to use garbage bags.

they gon' come in handy again. i need to catch up on some sleep.

and peace.

peace.