wonder woman bracelets--?!

i remember wanting to give you something i made, and wanting to see the look on your face. and like a kid i'd be hard-pressed to keep it to myself and had to at LEAST tell you that it was on it's way. you were like a kid too, and demanded to know what it was:

"Is it Wonder Woman bracelets?!" you would joke.

Every time since, when i'd find something new or that i could work on because it was something i wanted you to have my excitement would overtake me. i just liked making you happy. still i was a big kid about it, grinning slyly, coyly, letting u know something was coming in the mail. again you'd joke:

"Is it Wonder Woman bracelets?!"

everything's rocky between us now. largely because i don't feel that you're anywhere as considerate or thoughtful, nor do you put in any outward sign showing me that it really matters whether it works out between us or not. i wonder sometimes that i'm too demanding, or maybe I'M the one that's too available... am i wrong for wanting more?

...but it's your birthday, and this was something i wanted you to have. like a sullen kid, i couldn't very well tell you that i was going to get you anything... but i sent it over to you...

A Wonder Woman bracelet.

i miss you baby... i'm so lost...

Dominic San Juan